Because I was tired, I unwillingly turned into a consummate liar. XD The "few days' break" from self-imposed introspection extended to more than a month.
It's so easy to give in to tiredness. In this almost empty office (everyone went to God knows where), I'm feeling nostalgic. How fast time changes. And I've been missing A LOT lately.
I miss you, my journals.
I miss you, my colored pens.
I miss you, laptop.
I miss my books (bought several for the past few years with a lot of them still unread).
I miss staying awake until dawn, reading nonsensical stuff and getting engrossed in anything the virtual world has to offer.
I miss being able to think straight and without a care in the world.
I miss squandering away but still having enough left for my savings.
I miss reading without sleep.
I miss being in our balcony, entertaining random thoughts or just blankly staring at the stars.
I miss anime marathons.
I miss K-drama and J-dorama marathons.
I miss MMORTS gaming and the lifestyle of a game addict.
I miss my friends at IK and Batheo.
I miss long lost friends (wherever you are).
I miss running with our house dogs.
I miss going to family reunions (I stopped going after graduating from College).
I miss being a student (hehe only when the mood strikes me).
I miss going to immersions (the last immersion at Don Salvador, Negros Occidental was one of my most memorable experiences ever).
I miss buying books and pirated DVDs in bulk (I'm so impoverished T_T).
I miss planning for my future (because I've now refrained from looking that far ahead).
I miss not being caught up in romantic melodramas and simply enjoying the thought of falling in love.
I miss my fiery idealism (it's eroding bit by bit but I'm doing my best to refuel it once in a while).
I miss the younger me. Haha.
But hey, I'm in the here and now. There's no turning back. "God bless the broken road that led me straight to you."
So no more promises. I will continue introspecting when I can.
